Stress

All of a sudden I have major baby anxiety. Is the house going to be ready in time, I need to find new living room furniture before Christmas, is it a boy or a girl, am I going to be a complete spaz of a parent, am I going to be able to drop that sweet little thing off at daycare everyday without losing it. Whoa! (joey lawrence style) I need to take a deep breath. It still hasn't sunk in completely that we are adding a new person to our life in February. I only have a slight hint of a baby bump and I haven't felt the little bugger move yet. In just a little more than a week we will know if baby is a boy or a girl. I am leaning boy, Jake is going for girl. Why all of a sudden am I blank on baby names? I have only been thinking about that exact topic for the past 23 years of my life. I am giving myself (Jake included) until October to get our backsides in gear and start thinking about registering, nursery decor, baby savings, final daycare options, etc. We have a really busy fall on the horizon and I just want to enjoy everyday and remember everything. Breathing in, breathing out.